Friday, August 13, 2010

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

sot ady

haha....difficulty breathing....


huhu....!!!again and again....
huhu...today i sot ady~when at school time and tuition just now~

own laughter~self talk~crying while laughing~

cannot stop........................>>>>

what happen to me???!!what happen to me??!!TT

I feel my heart is
bleeding...huhu
nobady know my heart,what i sad~

sot liao!!!sot liao!!!sot liao!!!

i want dead!!!pass 3 month ady,i know nt so long...but me still like this???what thing made me so hurt?
Is that_______???
oh my mum~help me !help me..huhu when i saw my best frenz hurt in love,i know tat how her feeling and i thinking of him ad....suddenly,our cry....dont knw why my heart will broken,i dnt want cry,because i cannot let her know that i still cannot forget him..but i cannot contro myself~so sorry... and my some frenz,he dnt coi me le....really dnt coi me le~why like tis???!!!!!!!!! this few day so many happen occur,made me so trouble and keep wanna do sot things..!! i so wry some guy,he is my frenz~but i dont knw how to find him now,because i oso so sad,i dnt wan make he sad agian....If he does not know me yet tat so good,than he not like this now!
I was so bad....
headache now.huhu~i eat many panadol...keep want vomiting...i wan dead dead dead TT
why dnt let me dead..TT
you think if i gv up thn ntng like normal??
lol.......
improsible!!!!
i wrong to believe you..
my heart..
you dont understand my painTT

i know how i do,how i sad,how i cry,you cannot feel that so you no feeling izit? yup///i know that...>>>>> i so sot,so stupid ??
you say love me?
its is lies??



why???
why??
why?

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........
i know it... why you go away....
YOU ....
___________________________
is because you~
i dnt know who am i.....

i am ntng to say le...just....congrat you~
i know you very happy now..so i will not disturb you again..i really give up,will not come bck again..so hurt you know!!!how you teart me,i will remember....~tis so so so hurt me..!!!
but i dnt knw how to hate you..huhu
i cannot do it...
however,i never think i still have chance or not....!!!!!!!
我知道我的祝福对你最重要了,而不是我的人.不管怎样,希望你能开心.爱一个人,不一定要得到他人,得到人,也得不到心.这句,我明白了~我要看我爱的你开心,我.....就会开心..


Tuesday, August 10, 2010


Exam is comming soon..still have 5 days give me take rivision agian~
wow....!so fast!!!
But i am lazy..busy training dance and i keep thinking my sadness things!
on sunday,one thing annoys me,make me so so so trouble~
cannot sleep well,cannot eat well,keep thinking about that~~haizz~
why why why.......!!!!!!!?
friend hate tat gug,why i oso wan follow to hate??
why want give me a choose?
cannot be friend will you two?haizzZZ...~~
i know you all are worries about me,i dnt know how to do..
Do not know whether to believe him.but i think he should not so bad.
how he treated me,i dnt know.

But how i would not blame him~
only hope that you can understand..

haiyo haiyo!!man man man.....dnt think ady plzzzz.....exam lo......
start tommorrow,i must study hard ody..^^
ending love 1st..^^
so bored life...
wake up=>study=>training dance=>online=>sleep=="
bla~bla~bla~
ntng to say le....XD

GAMBATEH EDYLINE [^@^]

Thursday, August 5, 2010

sick jor..huhu

wow....yesterday cry from the 10:44pm to 3:00am,sick jor....1day no sleep tiam....hoho
stupid me!!y i cannot contro myself><"i keep
Vomit,Headache, fever, stomach painWindward..huhu
=="so many
may be is not enough sleep time every night..because keep Miss...Miss...Miss him~~aduhh
i want forget this all memories about him!!!I Shing Chuen you wif her..She is the kind of girl you want right....i know this for a long time jor..gambateh.....:-p
today sleep for a long time jor,just wake up tiam...haha~sleep til tired oh..wakaka
miss my babe oh...haizzz
now my body mao lin o...2day so happy^^haha
Fortunately have my friend accompany me~
Thank you...^^muackkzzz
letter dont know how to sleep.
Enough rest time..xD

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

我现在才知道,不是真心就可以得到一个人的心。之前的你说,以后我自由了,我还有点希望,我抱着这希望坚强过着一个人的生活,面对着难题.过了..以为真的过了.....但我还是要面对更难题~但期望变失望!我真的该放弃了,这次是真的了~眼泪。。。不要掉啊!!!!不要!!!!
为什么感觉心好痛阿??!!
谁能告诉我,我要怎么做,我现在真的想洗走这些痛!!
我真的好难受~好难受!!!
真的好难受TT
为什么??为什么??
我写不下去了........................................:((


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